I had a go to talking to my partner about this, he listened but he then said I was being hsyterical about saying a few things. One of things I said was “I’m so fucking pisssed off and I feel depressed”. I say this in light of having watched Noam Chomsky reeling five to the dozen, or 20 to the dozen< lets not quibble on authentic proverbs> on a whole heap of subjects too long to mention. Here’s the link to the interview. Take a chill pill – after.
http://fora.tv/2009/10/06/Noam_Chomsky_Philosophies_of_Language_and_Politics#Chomsky_US_Supported_Indian_Pakistani_Nuclear_Programs
I really am the first person to say – I haven’t found the answer either. Honest.
Anyhow, heavy conversation commences on the validity of Noam – his views, blah blah.
The trouble with having a mental health diagnoses, is that any expression of an “extreme nature” is considered “abnormal”. I believe we should be able to hyper ventilate when we need to – it’s almost like. Listen dude, humour me, I feel like…err…dunno lost. Nothing too intellectual, but too right I’m pissed.
Anyhow, after raising the tempo and below the belt comments a few notches – we’re now pissed upon pissed with each other. Man…does anyone ever win.
Recently, I’ve been putting up some comments and sending messages on facebook. Just really trying to be funny and also raising a political agenda. All I can say is its been harsh. My friends and relatives granted they’re not rocket scientists, but swearing at me directly is pretty crap <yes – it’s ironic, that I swear>. Man…why can’t I be just god damn “affable”. You know, I would love to say the right things to people – but somehow, currently I get the feeling, I’m just not getting a point across – the way they’d like to hear it.
William Golding once said
“The pill has to be sugared”
Basically if we all went around, talking civily on matters of contention – the world would be a little less stressed.
As I said, I don’t have the answers. Its all a paradox, and I constantly experience melt down. I mean there’s this guy – ex-investment banker turned spiritual guru, who sells DVDs on getting away from money. Huh? Melt down.
Above link, found via digg and lives here:
http://unpoliticalmag.com/2009/09/five-classic-political-fight-videos/
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